With every leaf falls..

It's autumn again.

Somehow, autumn colour blends with the local architecture here in europe.

nostalgic almost. The bench by the trees. ground covered with every leaf that falls. It's just pulls your heart down at times, looking at the empty lonely bench. It makes me think how amazing it is if i could just sit there with him in silence. Just as i was taking pics with my-ever-so-patient group mate, my eyes was pinned to an old couple on one of those bench, by the old oak tree, with ground covered with every leaf that falls. Somewhere between the gloomy sky and bald branches, i found the serenity in the scene .

I guess up till the end of our life, that's all we all longing for. We ask ourselves from time to time. How old our love could be? Will it ever stand the test of time? Will we ever truly get there?But if i have to guess, it's worth a try. It's worth giving out all your best-est. It pays up all the effort and hassle you put yourself into, just to spend another a day with him. Because those are the littlest things that matters, in the end. The very heart and soul you put in to make it works, just for another day..

Yes, it is scary come to think about it. A forbidden thought. We were brought up in the society which try to avoid these questions. Or else we get scared. Heart gets scared so easily because it is the one which suffers the most if anything goes wrong. It's true. But if we don't ask, if we run, how on earth can we find the answer and get resolved and settled once and for all?

Find the answer. What makes it all worth it. You'd be surprise to find out the answer could be as simple as, it's just because a thought of him, i find a rare sort of calmness, amid the storms of my daily life.